ive been so crazy for the past few days. really crazy and busy. i dont know why but these days, i cant really sit there and just shut up. i keep myself busy and im getting tired of it. but i dont want to cry. im done with that. i hate it because i cant admit that i still need that person in my life! it sucks to know that THAT PERSON loves someone new now and that im not in that person's heart anymore. part of me really wants to just hold that person forever and never let his hand go. another wants to let go and just let him be happy with the one he loves and just move on. i keep on telling myself that i dont him anymore, that i've got to move on, that he loves someone new, that we;re not for each other, that we cant be, that we cant be more than what we are now, that im stupid if i'll still wait for him. but why, why, why cant i just go completely and forget him just like what he did. for some reasons, i just cant.
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